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I barely knew you, but you were such a sweetheart.
You'd best be singing in the ultimate choir up there.

RIP Cassie

i'm rather discombobulated. [07/06/07]
i feel like i might have another panic attack
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strange. [03/01/07]
[ mood | weird ]

Jennifer wrestled her friend playfully to the ground in front of the snowcone stand and began licking at the girls eyeballs, as if they were sugar cubes. Their bodies convulsed and flailed with an almost seizure like intensity. At times their pale limbs seeming to shift back and forth from one torso to the other. A crowd gathered almost immediately to watch these two girls tie and untie their bodies like a pair of pit-vipers. They were confused, or concerned, or shocked, or aroused, or all of the above. But no one dared interfere with the performance. Jennifer's long ashen hair hung down concealing the girls face like a curtain around a hospital bed. No one had any idea that the girls eyes were revolving under her ruby tongue. This is disgusting, it's pornography exclaimed a pasty slut white woman in a fur coat, vanilla ice cream smeared across her double chin like a money shot. Counting a balding professor type in his mid-forties, his left hand stuffed crassly down the front of his pants No, no, no. This is beautiful, this is art.


blehh [01/11/07]

Contemporary Spanish Language 9-9:50
Biology 10-10:50
Comp 101 12-12:50


Comp 101 12-12:50
World History 3:30-4:45
Community Band 6-7:20


Contemporary Spanish Language 9-9:50
Biology 10-10:50
Comp 101 12-12:50


Biology Lab 10-11:50
Comp 101 12-12:50
World History 3:30-4:45


Contemporary Spanish Language 9-9:50
Biology 10-10:50

[ mood | chipper ]

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool.

Opening Credits:
Phantom Planet- Jabberjaw

Waking Up:
The Smiths- Heaven Knows I'm Miserable

First Day At School:
The Dresden Dolls- Mandy Goes to Med School

Falling In Love:
From Autumn to Ashes- Short Stories With Tragic Endings

Breaking Up:
Bleeding Through- Line In the Sand

Saosin- Bury Your Head (acoustic)

Life's OK:
Harvey Danger- Flagpole Sitta

Bright Eyes/Cursive- Do You Feel At Home?

Alexisonfire-Happiness By The Kilowatt

Getting Back Together:
Motion City Soundtrack- Everything is Alright

Head Automatica- Disco Hades

Birth of Child:
Senses Fail- To All the Crowded Rooms

Final Battle:
Muse- Sing For Absolution

Death Scene:
Brand New- Failure by Design

Funeral Song:

End Credits:
The Decemberists- The Legionnaire's Lament

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[ mood | contemplative ]

Kristin's mom read my tea leaves yesterday.
Some of the things she saw were way too accurate.
And I guess it kind of freaked me out.
Because now I'm strangely wary of certain things.
Things like that never bother me, but this is, for
some reason, tweaking me out. Oh dear.

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skip this pretense and cut straight to dying [07/29/06]
[ mood | sad ]

i just wanna be happy
with the way things are
i just wanna look up at the sky at night
and appreciate the stars


Six weird things... [04/23/06]
[ mood | chipper ]

Six weird things/habits about yourself.

1.) I count every flight of stairs I go on. I remember the number, too.
2.) When I get fidgety/bored/nervous, I start counting to five over and over again.
3.) I always lock the car door AS SOON as I get in.
4.) I sort of sound like I'm dying when I laugh hard enough.
5.) I dream about making out with people a lot, and I don't know why.
6.) Pink and red together make me want to cry.

I tag;
- nobody, because I have like zero friends on here that will actually do it. :'[

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[ mood | bored ]

We are sick of distance
Grieving for this failure
a promise of forever
binds the clock by its wrists
"We'll be here." "But here is gone." we say.
like clockwork
our eyes still bleed
dripping in perfect time
to a love so redefined
she cries as stars fill her lungs
together we'll drown
knees scrape the ocean floor

If here is gone
then there will always be just out of reach
we're only two stars falling from the night sky
leaving behind a trail of despondency and heartache
hurtling towards the same black ocean
it may be pain but it's also a promise of forever.

((Cross out the cliche; We are the new trend.))

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[ mood | bored ]

I was just looking through some pictures, and I found all the ones I took from Warped Tour last year, plus some at the Erie Canal and The Hard Rock Cafe. I totally forgot I had them saved on here...haha.

lookie lookieCollapse )

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[ mood | quixotic ]

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[ mood | bouncy ]

My angst tastes like...
Find your angst's flavor

haha...weeeird. [10/26/04]
[ mood | awake ]

Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Favorite Color
Love of your life:altruisticmd
Best sex of your life:sadbuttrue02
Will make you come 1000 times:jiggy_morgue
Will break your heart:marscoug
Best Kisser:morbidavenger69
Best cuddler:liveloveburn89
You secretly dream of:expelled_vision
But this person dreams of you:jonathanonfire
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:myonlyone182
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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I hate the cold. I hate the cold. I hate the cold I hate the cold. *etc.* [10/24/04]
[ mood | mischievous ]

Well, now that we're all aware of the fact that I, indeed, hate the cold, we can move on with the entry and our lives alike. I've been off grounded for just about forever now but I didn't wanna update until I had something to actually write about, and this weekend certaily satisfies that. Friday after school I went home with Calley*<3* and we waited around and got stuff together before we went to Jill's house. After we got there, we ran up to Jill's camp to find some clothes for her to wear and then came back to her house. When we got back we changed our clothes, got all dressed up. Jill wore Calley's dress and it looked so good on her!!! Calley wore that really cute pink corset-type dress that she borrowed from Jill. I just wore my Halloween costume, I usually don't dress up a lot lol. After we were all ready we went and picked up Alexis, she was wearing this really cute dark blue dress with a sparkly black scarf :-D. Then Jill drove us to Potsdam where we waited around and hung out at the gazebo and The Fields for Shawon and some others. Then we found Jimby in the movie store. After we had met up with Jonesy, we were all standing around. Jonesy had this bag of change that he spent forever collecting from around his house, and he handed it to Ethan for a moment, and Ethan pretended to throw it and the bag broke. Good grief, that was just about the funniest thing I've ever seen. Everyone was helping him pick up change though, and I think he ended up with all his money back but I'm not quite sure.....lol. After we had everyone together, we took a count and there were 21 people!!! Well, us being a large scary mob and all, we went to the movies and saw The Grudge. And that movie is fucking freaky. Man, that was insane. i just about crushed Calley's and Ashley's hands. And I screamed at the scary parts, cause I'm just that pathetic. And poor Shawon!!! Awww....I love Shawon. He was just as freaked out as I was.....especially when people kept making the noise that the ghost did, good grief, that was especially freakish and annoying. After the movie Ethan, Aimee, and Jimby had to leave. Ashley, Craig and his girlfriend, Tommy D and his girlfriend, and a bunch of other people I don't know just kinda disappeared, leaving Jill, Shawon, Alexis, Calley, Jonesy, Talena, Kendra, Morgan, Paul and me. We went to The Bagelry to visit the guy from Veera Gander that works there. AND OH MY GODDESS!!!! There were these two really hot guys there and Alexis, Shawon and I just kept looking at them until they left, but when they left, they stood outside and started kissing!! Good grief, we just about freaked out it was so hot :-D I ran into atree, Jill thought that was kind of amusing. lol. After The Bagelry we went back to the gazebo and fooled around and took pictures and stuff. Groups of people kept walking by us coming from a party, and most of them were drunk off their asses though nobody but one guy would admit it. Well, eventually we all had to take off. Jill took Shawon home and then took Alexis and I back to Calley's house. She would have spent the night with us but she had ACT's in the morning and couldn't. We tried watching Queen of the Damned but we were too tired and kept dozing off so we're like "Screw it" and went to sleep. We slept in till nearly one the saturday afternoon, so we had to get up and get ready because Alexis had to go to a birthday party at 3:30. We all showered, did hair, all that morning jazz. We stopped at my house really quick to get my cell and then we went to Ashley Damm's house. Morgan and Paul were there, and Ashley, Calley, Jeff and me. We started up a game of basketball but lost, we played girls against guys and STILL lost. lol. We messed around in the garage a bit then went inside and fooled around and had pizza. Around six or so we walked to Price Chopper so Ashley could get some cigarettes for her mommy. Then we went to the new dollar store. We bought a Snow White barbie and brought it back to Ashley's house. While we were waiting for Jill to come get us, we fucked that barbie up. Ashley gave it a mullet with Jeff's pocketknife and then Jeff cut her eyes out. We shredded her dress and made her wicked slutty, it ws great. By the time that was done, Jill was there so we packed up and left for the show. The show was megafun. I saw Erica there, whaaa she's such a psychotic cutie, I love her. We messed around and socialized at the show for a while, then Calley, Ashley, Morgan and Paul left, leaving Jill, Shawon, Alexis and me. We got to listen to some kickass bands (Monday Mourning and The Compass Failure were by far the best....and the hottest:-P) There was this one guy that was really good looking and he was sitting by himself so we walked over and introduced ourselves. His name is Tyler and he's from the Bay. Pretty cool, he was really nice too, and didn't seem at all freaked out by us. And I saw Brownie!!! Whaa, that was awesome.....I really did miss him a lot a lot a lot. We talked quite a bit at the show about lots of stuff. It was nice. While The Compass Failure was playing there were these two REALLY REALLY hot guys, and they were flirting and dancing together. Wow, that was amazingly hot. lol. Around 11:15 or so the show ended and Alexis and I waited outside for my parents to come get me. Talked to Randy a bit while we waited. Then we brought Alexis home. We ran to P&C to get me a soda and Hazael was there, but I didn't notice until he got my attention by screaming "I've got a penis and wine coolers!!!!" which was kind of amusing. P&C closed just as we got there, so he offered to break in for us but we declined the offer politely:-P. By the time I got home it was almost 1 A.M., and I was really tired since I didn't get back until almost 2 A.M. the morning before, so I pretty much went right to bed. I only slept till around 7 though, cause my cat is a dumbass. Oh well.

I have Valley League this wednesday. The music isn't too incredibly hard or too easy. We're playing some really pretty sonds this year. I get to see Epi :-D and I have to hug him for Alexis. The concert is this saturday sometime in Lisbon at the school.

On friday there's a masquerade ball-type thing in Norwood for Reality Check, so I'm most likely going to that. It should be fun. Then saturday night I'm hopefully going to Jill's house for her little Halloween party :-D We're going to go trick-or-treating. So it should be pretty kickass.

Whoever says you can't have fun withough getting drunk and stoned off your ass is wrong. 8-)

That's about it. lol. I'm running out of interesting things.


Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:75
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haha..........Alexis is going to kill me :-P
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Laws of life. [08/26/04]
[ mood | weird ]

It has been proven by an anonymous observer that cool kids eat generic orange jello at quarter to three in the morning. Therefore, if you do not ingest generic orange jello at this time, you are NOT COOL, and henceforth a loser. Thank you for your cooperation. Stop drop and roll when you're crossing the street and when on fire, look both ways before proceeding cautiously.


Jeepers Creepers, where'd ya get those peepers?.......... [08/24/04]
[ mood | confused ]

WTF I just woke up from a bad dream (which I haven't done since about the age of 7) and I had to make friends with the Creeper from Jeepers Creepers, but the only reason I was friends with him was because I was scared of him, and he had this huge crush on me. Then he bit my hand and told me that in a few hours I would become a Lycan even though he was a vampire that bit me, and that that made me special......a little later I was sitting in the living room and all of a sudden I looked up and saw the dumbass Creeper there and I couldn't even flip out on him or he'd kill me, I was just all calm and said "Wow, you're quiet." and then went back to reading......how silly. Then it was midnight and there was this swirly vortex thing and he wanted me to jump in it with him and I'm all like "Yeah, fuck that." And the Creeper flipped out on me, although he didn't get to do much damage to me because at the stroke of midnight the vortex sucked him back in. The End. And oh yeah, I didn't become a Lycan, I became a vampire so I'm like "Ok......you lied, that's cool." Then I woke up. Good grief, that was weird. Wow. That's what I get for watching Jeepers Creepers before bed....although I don't really know where Underworld came in..........whaa.

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ugh...... [08/22/04]
[ mood | cynical ]

Why on earth did I come home.........? One never knows......ack. I hate northern NY. It's evil and it sucks the life and ambition out of you. No wonder half the people up here are crackheads and the other half are dropouts in prison....I won't turn into one of them, but geez, it shouldn't get this bad.

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Meow. [08/21/04]
[ mood | tired ]

Warped was FUCKING AWESOME!!!!! We saw Story of the Year, Alexisonfire, Taking Back Sunday, Yellowcard, Silverstein, Avenged Sevenfold, Flogging Molly, Washington Social Club, Fall Out Boy, and others that I don't know the name of lol. We met Tyler there for a bit........god he's such a cutie! We tried to find Andrew and Ethan but we never found them un the crowd.......but they both saw us and didn't say anything......wtf lol. Ohhh well. Some drunk guys were hitting on us for hugs.........that was slightly amusing. Got stuck in traffic forever on our way out, so people were just fooling around and running around the cars and stuff. There was a girl that was flashing everyone and Alexis yelled out "SLUT!!!!!" ........hehe. Got back to the hotel, slept forever. The next day we went back to Niagara Falls and wandered around there for a while.....went in the haunted house, and omg Kristin just about died. It was funny, cause it was such a lame haunted house. Ha, we went in the Hard Rock Cafe and after a while when we left, Lexi tried to jump over the little wall and fell flat on her face haha. That was slightly amusing. Well that's about it......tired of typing.

oooh btw......Mr. Dunham's going away party is today:-( me sad................

NiTrAnE722: we have a Wendy's that can never get an order right
NiTrAnE722: ever
UnfallenStar1988: haha
UnfallenStar1988: that's funny
NiTrAnE722: yeha
UnfallenStar1988: :-D
NiTrAnE722: but it also is a waste of money
NiTrAnE722: i think they are all deaf
NiTrAnE722: and they jus don't tell anyone
NiTrAnE722: so they make up orders in their head
NiTrAnE722: and give people with lactose intolerance shakes
NiTrAnE722: how cruel yet sickly amusing
UnfallenStar1988: lmao!!!
UnfallenStar1988: haha
UnfallenStar1988: that is going in my lj:-P
NiTrAnE722: ok where is this
NiTrAnE722: i have not seen it ever
UnfallenStar1988: well once i put it in there i'll show you lol
NiTrAnE722: ok i see, iz kinda like sex for the first time

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Meow. [08/18/04]
[ mood | energetic ]

We're in Buffalo......finally. Cause we rock. :-* Sitting here with Kristin.........Niagara falls is pretty in the dark:-D Well I'm off to go die in the hotel room, really tired. Kristin shall be on.....g'night<3


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